space
peace
my belly full and empty 
dropping into the depths of depth 
peace. darkness. light 
all one
inside 
galaxies being birthed within 
dying
giving birth 
deep peace 
being one pulse 
one pulse
one pulse 
being many pulses, all pulses 
pulsating at the same time 
all in one
surrendering
this deep peaceful joy
in being the substance of life itself 
resting as this
and as the beyond 
swimming up to the surface again 
newborn in wonderland 
again 
the malleable texture of this existence 
in awe 
swimming to the shore 
wondering
why am I not always in awe? 
and then I might forget again
till the next time
when I find myself within the depths of the infinite ocean 
resting
resting
resting

 
                 
                